Bored and feel like gripping

So I am sitting here really really bored and I decided that I would write a little. Things suck but I think thats just because I am in a really bad mood today. It could have something to do with my husbands "new" job. For those who dont already know there is no more Jade Grading.. They went Bye Bye. Its now Gateway Crushing and Recycling. Can’t say I am sad though. Jade was starting to suck. I can say that I am not happy because Pookie just informed me that this crushing thing can mean that he has to travel... Like go to Indiana for 4 weeks for training... Dude we have not been apart for more then a week in the whole 11 years we have been together... What the heck am I gonna do for 4 weeks????? He also said that they might have crushing jobs that are out of town in the future.... I dont like that...Yeah I am needy I know but damn I have 3 kids and they are a handful.... 

What else can i gripe about...Oh yeah I think I am getting sick...AGAIN.... Just my luck huh..... Oh Cade just woke up and thay means my time is up............. 

Til next time

Fake friends

Current mood:cooky/wacky

People often ask me why I dont have more friends? I am fun and outgoing they say. I am a kindhearted person that will usually do anything for anyone in need. This is true. I am all of the above. This makes me vulnerable. It makes me opened to get screwed. It makes me hate fake people. 

So my answer to this question is pretty simple. 

PEOPLE ARE FAKE!!!! 

I have people that I talk to and people that I occasionally associate with. And that is nice but I dont let them in. not really. I also have those few rare friends that I know I can count on to never let me down. These are my friends. (People I can leave alone with my husband and not worry if they are trying to get in to his pants) ~i am still a little bitter so i had to add that~lol People that I can trust and that I love and respect. People that show me a the same trust, love and respect. 

So to these few people and you know who you are...Thank you!! Thank you for being there when I need you and even when I dont. For everyone else dont be fake. Be who you are and be proud. And for all of those people who are out there who are just like me I say we all get together and kick everyones ass that we thought were friends but really screwed us in the end... Whos with me..... LMAO

Love you lots

Just life

Current mood:bored

Things are going well. All the drama has passed, thank God. Things are finally settled down and are peaceful. I have decided, as usual, to be the bigger person. Forgive I can do but I doubt I will ever forget!! All in all i am over it...

Now for more important things. My kids are doing well. Colten is doing much better is school although reading is still a struggle I see him making progress. I am so absoultly saddend by the fact that my baby is going to be 9 in a month and a half. He is so smart and witty. Which is good unless he is using his wit to talk back which at these time makes me want to beat him to death.. 

As for our little princess katie she is well...she is a princess. In every sense of the word. She is a drama queen and she knows what she wants and just how to get it... Go to daddy when mommy says no. I swear that is her motto. She is very strong minded and doesnt like to be told no. She reminds me of her aunt brandie. lol She is doing well and she is mommys little helper (when she wants to be). All I can say is I feel sorry for her teacher when she starts school in Aug.. lol   

And finally we have baby Cade. He is gettng so big. He just started eating baby food this week and is doing well. I think he is getting fatter everyday. lol he is also rolling over and putting things in his mouth... He is growing up and is makes me sad...

As for my pookie. Well he is working his butt off and it sucks. We miss him lots and I know he misses us too. Hopefully things will get better soon. Ok enough for now. I can tell by Cades crys that it is time to stop playing on the computer now 

Duty calls... lots of love